Savannah Series Boxed Set: Four Full Novels and One Novella by Jamie Danielle

Author:Jamie, Danielle [Jamie, Danielle]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Lavish Publishing, LLC
Published: 2014-02-08T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Fifteen

It was hard saying goodbye to my parents, but knowing I’ll see them in two weeks made it a little easier. Also, the stack of work I had was an easy distraction. Being back to work feels amazing, and its helped distract me from the whole Zak situation. Since we’re having the Envy party this weekend at Vertigo in Los Angeles, Eloise told me not to fly into LA until Friday, so I only had two sessions with Dr. Wilcott this week.

I still have a lot of anxiety about going out in public or around people who are not family or close friends. I’m a nervous wreck about attending the party in my honor this Saturday. All I can think about is everyone looking at me and thinking there’s the girl who shot and killed someone, and look, she’s here partying while his family is planning a funeral.

The detective working on the case informed me that they’ll be keeping a close eye on guests attending the funeral this weekend. He said maybe Zak will surface for it. The funeral just so happens to fall on the same day as my party celebrating my February cover issue, and I don’t feel right celebrating when I have so much guilt weighing me down. I shot a person…took his life; someone I cared about, even with his bad intentions. I know deep down he was a good person, Zak too. They were just in a time of need and chose the wrong path to try and fix their financial issues.

To make matters worse, Kayden has been distant all week, he just seems like his head is somewhere else. I’m not sure if dredging up the past has caused him to go into a dark place. I don’t know if it’s bringing up all the pain caused from his father and Luanne’s betrayal. I still can’t believe they did that to him. Kayden’s the most loving, caring, and sexy man on the planet. She had him, all of him. Being cheated on is hard enough, but to find out your fiancée was sleeping with your father? That’s just unfathomable; I don’t think I’d ever get over that; I just don’t understand how a father could do that to his son.

Then there’s the pain he carries around with him from losing his sister. He doesn’t really talk about her much; I don’t know if it makes it easier for him to cope with his loss. I’m afraid ripping open all of his old wounds, especially all at once, was maybe more than he could handle right now given everything we’ve been going through. It’s overwhelming for me just processing it all! I can’t even begin to understand how Kayden must be feeling. All I can do now is show him that no matter what, I’ll be by his side, just as he’s been beside me.

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Walking into the salon and being pulled into Quinn’s arms feels almost surreal. Thinking back to the last time I was here is overwhelming, I’m hit with a wave of nausea as memories of Logan hit me like a brick.

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